Thursday, March 4, 2010

so NEAR yet so FAR

Dear Ji Jian,

Thank you for sending your STPM results. Unfortunately you have not
satisfied the conditions set and we have to wait until late August when
all other results are in before a decision can be made.

I am sorry but there is no alternative.

Best wishes,


Mrs Liz Neal
Admissions Officer
Churchill College

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Jungle? Not At All...

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

It's raining

It's raining.
It's half-past four in the morning.
It's cold.
I'm alone in front of the laptop.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

25th Feb (Thu)

Friday, February 19, 2010

Colt M16 Experience

Woke up at 0430 for the shooting session yesterday(I'm late)... Our bus left at 0500 and I slept straight away... When I woke up, I saw a familiar surrounding~ I'm on MRR2, 5 minutes from home... Our bus then continued to the Sg Besi army camp.

Unfortunately, cameras are not allowed. So no photos are shot. The atmosphere during the shooting sessions reminds me of CNY... The smell of gun powder and the sound of the M16 and the heat from the sun... The 'bang' is, out of expectation, quite soft... It was even softer than real fire crackers... (reminds me of 2007 5A's 'fire cracker, fire cracker, boom boom boom') The recoil, is also a lot less than expected... It only felt like someone pushing your shoulders... We were disappointed when we found out that we'll only be shooting 20 bullets instead of the 30 promised by the government... It's not hard to aim at the target... But then no one knows where their bullet went as there were no signs of bullet hitting the target... Anyway, the bullet is just 5.56mm in diameter... After 20 bullets, hmmm~ 74/100... not bad for a newbie...

The trainers wanted some performance from the Chinese for the Open Day on (I don't know when)... So they chose around ten girls, five chinese and five malays to practise the traditional chinese fan dance... There's a problem, none of them had performed fan dance before... In the end, me and two of my others friends was chosen to 'guide' them... I wonder how the performance will look like. It's quite weird to see three chinese male teaching ten girls how to dance... XD

Time's running out, going to cut my 1cm-long-hair in a few moments... Looking forward to receive my phone tonight~

Thursday, February 18, 2010

What the hell am I doing in PLKN...

Maxis connection speed in my dorm... Three PSPs in front of me... My camera is resting in my locker... And I'm in the middle of nowhere in Ulu Semenyih... Gonna upload some photos soon... Shooting M16 tomorrow but cameras are forbidden in the Sg. Besi army base~

Monday, December 14, 2009


-Your deferment sudah approve. You boleh masuk kem pada K3 2011.

-But I'm only available during the first three months of 2010, is it possible to allow me to attend the training in Jan?

-I'm sorry, you're selected for K3, you hanya boleh attend K3 tapi tidak boleh masuk K1...


Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Shining Stars

Sunday, October 25, 2009

朝着目标奔跑的时候, 往往会忽略了周围的小事情小细节...

-I feel like a 300mm now... When will I be an 18mm again...?-

For the last two times I went BTS, I thought of calling XiaoYan for lunch...
Only after two seconds I realised that... I'm still here...

Saturday, October 24, 2009


I hate this feeling...

When you see the way they talk the way they walk, you feel you should belong to their kind... But then you realise you're not part of it, and how much you want to...


The one sitting behind the one next to me was using an Oxford dictionary...

UK's was warm and humid and dark; Singapore's was cold and dry and bright...

BMAT is hard...

What are gravity and light?

M696... ...

(Malaysian) education ruined me... I wonder what can I do next...?

If you fail to plan, you plan to fail... Am I failing?

Life is short, isn't it?