Days Left...

Trying to set a schedule for studying for the coming STPM feels like planing your days before you die...

Emo

Why is it so hard for me to just write down my feelings and thoughts...?

I wish I know why I emo...

-Empty and Lost-

Sad...

Studying in VI makes me miss SBS... A lot...

SBS H1N1 cutiii

This kind of teacher ar.... XD

... Malaysia

Welcome to Malaysia...

Where students and teachers and anyone can evaluate your CO-CURRICULUM achievements and performances through a point-based system...

Where police will block 11 trunk roads leading to the city centre that causes bloody jams, so that (you know what's I'm trying to write, which I'm afraid to write here, as I'm scared that, "that thing" will arrest me... XD)

*just another few lines of my random thoughts that come and go in my mind from time to time...

Malaysia...

I was selected to attend the National Service Training Programme, 3rd batch this year, which started in mid June... But I'm having my Form Six, so I've sent in the deferment letter in May... I'm still not gatteing any replies from them... And I wouldn't want to attend it AFTER my uni... I then called them and asked if I could attend it after my STPM. They told me that my deferment letter is STILL under proccess. I have to WAIT until I get the reply letter so that I can reply to that letter stating when I could attend NS, and WAIT for it to be proccessed...

I'm currently...

feeling very down...
feeling empty...
feeling lost...
hearing voices...
losing the excitement that I used to have while doing things I like...
losing appetite...
feeling hopeless, helpless...

I don't like this... I hate myself for being so... Unexpressive, demotivated, dead... ... ...

What's with that flu lar...

While waiting for my sis at Confucian High School, I found out that 90% of the students were wearing face masks...

The reason: One student in Tsun Jin High School is down with that not-so-deadly flu...

On the way home, I noticed something when I passed by Tsun Jin...

None of the students were wearing face masks...

~ ~ ~

"I like walking under the rain, as no one will know if I'm crying..."

said someone in the middle of a rainy night...

New Lesson Learnt Today

Never ever throw a lighted matchstick into a toilet bowl that has a teaspoonful of petrol floating in it...

Unless you want your toilet bowl covered in carbon-black soot in two seconds...

我的白老鼠 - My Albino Rat

Content may cause discomfort.

My rat, unconscious, after being dumped into a pail filled with chloroform.

Bio practical. We’re supposed to study about the structure of mammals…

Last week teacher said we’re going to dissect HAMSTER… She somehow got us some rats, one per person…

I covered my rat with more chloroform before opening it up, just to really kill my rat… It will be a nightmare for both of us if he wakes up while I’m removing his testicles…

Poor rat…

Teacher demo-ing the first steps… (Someone didn’t pin his/her rat well…)

This is the last photo of him, intact…

Right after opening up the skin… All organs still in place…

We have to measure the length of the rat’s intestine. Mine my rat’s intestine is 73cm long… Some others measure up to 1.1 meter… Spaghetti… Yum Yum…

Kacau a lil bit… Finding the hepatic portal vein…

Cut off most of its rib cage to show its beating heart… About one hour since he died… His heart is still beating because the oxygen level still can support his heart… I counted… It is beating 180 bpm… Faster than mine… All the other organs are out of place… Time to dump…

Bye…